Nostalgic Racer.

I guess it’s been weeks since i touched my project cars… 
Since the past weeks i’ve been busy xDD

Hopefully i could get back to modelling by next week ;) since i don’t have classes for almost a week! HELL YEAH!!! 

Late Post LOL!

2/14/12 

It’s the first time i spent V-DAY in UST it’s quite amazing to see a lot of couples giving love on that day i was a bit envious about them since i don’t have a date or someone special on that day since my plan was all screwed up as i forgot to save money…

Plus on this day i confessed to that girl which i like yet she kept on saying “ngek haha xDD” Yet it’s been days that I’ve been asking her out for a lunch yet she says she’s with her friends… and i guess a few hours ago i asked her again and the same reaction for some reason i’m starting to think that it’s a total failure of confessing what i real feel for her yet as one of her friends told me that i should think positive not like pessimist yet for me being such does not mean thinking about the negative thoughts but rather thinking of the reality that majority of what you want is not possible and will not happen because i’m not that awesome nor cool thou plus i’m not that intellectually inclined person since she’s a Dean’s Lister…

Hayy… 
Sometimes i wished that i was an almost-perfect person but it turns out i’m just an ordinary car guy who is always dumped and all that… 

PS. Sorry for the grammaged rantful piece s!ht xD 

I’ve decided to update my account here in tumblr…

*added a new wallpaper i got in flickr xDD*

kudos to the photographer who took it

Don’t be hating because of the title. The only reason why I want to talk about this…is because…I feel like it (-_-)v But seriously, why I truly want to discuss about relationships is because of seeing and reading so many depressing shit on facebook, especially during this past month because Christmas is coming up. You might be surprised, but I actually get e-mails from fans who have difficulties in handling their current relationship and asks me for advice. I’m not a relationship doctor, but I can either become an encouragement or maybe make you more depressed. Of course, I’m going to talk in the guys’ perspectives, so all you girls AND guys out there, read it through and if you agree with me, then act as accordingly. O yea, and sorry Thao and Matt for posting a photo of you guys as the cover of this article (^_^).

Before I start blabbering again, I want you guys to know that I’ll try to keep this topic automotive related, but if not, then you can say ‘Fuk You Will!’ and close down this window.
Now I’ve sort of noticed how the automotive scene doesn’t have too many couples and if there are, it’s like seeing a UFO. Yea, it’s not too common and if it was, you guys would be jelly, and probably say to yourself, “All I care about is my car.” Well there it is! That’s the dam problem! Some of you guys need to start going out there and experience what the fuk it’s like to start a relationship and actually fall in love with a PERSON, not your car. It’s really depressing when I see some of you leaving comments that are sexually automotive related, such as “I’ll bang it in the exhaust.” I’m not saying go and get a life because I love my car as much as you guys do, but some of ya’ll need to face reality and know what life is all about. If you’re young, then that’s even a better opportunity for you to start something with a person. Don’t place your hobby as the priority, but find someone who you can truly depend on and spend some time with to enjoy something other than cars.

If you do find a girl, make sure she understands what you do! This doesn’t only apply to Asians, but girls usually don’t like guys who are into cars. Why? I have no fuking idea, but it’s a fact. I’m not a girl, but before I started this scene, I didn’t understand why people modified cars. It’s the same shiet with girls too. That’s why I sort of understand the short relationships happening in the automotive world. I envy couples when both of them are into cars, like the couple in this article’s cover photo, Thao and Matthew. The little kid is Matthew’s brother, not their son, but it’s awesome how both Thao and Matt love the car scene and actually work on their own cars. Some of you guys are jelly right now and I know it. Just find a girl who will appreciate what you do. To all you girls reading this right now, don’t be hating on the guys just because they spend time on their own car. Think of it as you going to a shopping mall and shopping for 6~7 hours. Same thing, so don’t complain.

Lastly, don’t be bitching or hating on your girlfriend once she leaves you and goes to another guy. Listen, once you are in a relationship, that means you are responsible to keep your girl and make her trust you and vice versa. If a good ass looking guy approaches your girl ,she falls for it, and starts to like him, o well~ that’s mainly your fault because you should’ve been good to her in the first place and keep that dedication you had for her since the beginning and not fuk it up later on. So what happens? You become single, get pissed at the other guy for taking away your girl, and boohoo~ So how does this relate to the automotive world? Don’t focus too much on your car once you start a relationship. You’ll obviously need to sacrifice some of that car time for your girl. 

I know this article is pointless, but wanted to answer some of the questions that’s been asked frequently and give some encouragement. Relationships ain’t easy and don’t expect it to be. There will need to be sacrifices, dedication, and most importantly, trust. Heads up to all the broken couples and good luck to everyone else who plan on starting one.

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Well, for me I’ve  had past relationships but somehow i always screw up… Thou I’m not sure why does it happen all the time… So i decided to just focus on my hobbies and a bit to my studies… But yeah, i always envy people who are in relationship in which both parties have something they both love and those who support each other with their hobbies and all that… After being heartbroken again and again made my heart like a model kit with a lot of missing parts… All i wanted was to find someone (or the someone to be here already xDD) who’ll show me how important i am to the world and to everyone… someone who’ll definitely understand me… but as of the moment i really don’t think that it’s possible… also, i don’t know where to start again after a number of efforts that led to failure i lost the motivation, the inspiration and confidence when it comes to relationships… Well, i’m tired of all these things… If only i was perfect and all these things won’t happen… After everything that had happened to me (relationship-wise) somehow made me more of a hobby oriented person since i wasted my time working on scale models and to “Nismo” my car instead of wasting tears every now and then…

and as of the moment i’m a bit teary eyed because of this post… (not only because of this nonsense post but also after hearing stories of my relatives who lives in Mindanao specially in Cagayan De Oro i’ve somehow wanted to go there to help but all i can do is donate some of my used clothes… even if most of them lost their houses i really thank GOD for keeping them safe despite the tremendous flooding and all) 

PS.

Sorry for the grammage since i somehow speak english better compared in writing LOL…

I know this post may sound selfish but hey i somehow feel that you’d want the same kind of person…

Also, as of the moment i’m being scolded by my parents since they think that i’m playing computer games… xDD

Goodnight everyone :D

(whether you read this or ignore this non-sense post i thank you for wasting your time viewing this rantful and sh**ful post of mine…)

(Source: nightimport.com)

I guess it’s a bit rough for me to accept the fact a person will eventually find someone “better” even if it was already 2 years ago… somehow it sucks…

It’s been a while…

I’ll be posting all the progress of my model kits here in my tumblr :D